WTF! Stop Being So Negative
(Day One)

I have been absent for a few days. This weekend over overwhelming physically, mentally, emotionally, and soulfully! Monday was a public holiday, I spend my afternoon and evening being negative and drowning my regrets in a bottle of vino. I felt inconsolable, irritated, destructive, and my spirit was gloomy. I kept reflecting on my past. My past mistakes, mainly relationship. I was unable to focus on the good, the love, the giggles, the joy, or the precious moments. I was only able to focus on the negative. I kept thinking about how I wanted to maltreat my partner, how I wanted to hurt him with my words. Why? I want him to understand how I have been hurt. He is mainly focusing on how I have hurt him.

I have been working on detachment, releasing, healing, and love. This weekend, nothing mattered, only odium. I could not look at my vision boards, recite my affirmations, or think positivity.  I had positive readings however my thoughts and psych were negative.

This morning, I revised my affirmations, cleaned my affirmation boards on Pinterest and truly connected with my affirmations and images on my vision boards. I will make it a habit to do so each morning and evening. I will do my best to change my negative thoughts into positive.

I need to work on loving myself, learning to love myself, respect myself, cherish myself and release the hurt and the anger. I need to look for the good in each soul. Like Attracts Like!

1.       Healing

a.       Take each day to heal from the past. Know my past is past and focus on the future. It won’t happen overnight but it will happen.

b.      Focus on the positive and let go of the negative. Live in the light not darkness. Carrying the hurt and anger only harms me.

2.       Anger

a.       I must learn to control my anger. When I get dismayed, I begin to have negative thoughts about the individual or the situation. This results in my thoughts manifesting negative emotions. This is and will be a major test, especially in my current career. (Sigh)

3.       Positive Thinking

a.       When my mind trails towards the negative, I must bring my focus towards the positive.

b.      Change my negative emotions and thoughts, and direct them towards positivity.

4.       Manifesting/Law of Attraction (LOA)

a.       I MUST create my vortex, where I am happily married to my soulmate, my twin flame, living in my dream home with my husband and our two beautiful children, driving my dream car, having my dream career and surrounded by abundance.

b.      I MUST connect with the universe, surrender myself, believe what I desire is possible, believe my desires will be granted, and be grateful.

This will be a struggle but I must change my life and lifestyle. I can no longer live this way. 

How LOA Works 

7 Steps to Manifesting

Express your gratitude and be thankful for your many blessings. 

Think Positive 

Raise Your Vibrations: Pull yourself out from the darkness. 

Love Yourself! Believe in Yourself.  I AM. 

Disclaimer: This is the practice, I will employ for my private use to accomplish my goals.